miss yi wan's blog.

2008-05-23T17:26:00.004+08:00

School Uniform TOO sexy?

Have you read yesterday's newspaper (The Star)?
The vice president of the National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia said that,
"The white blouse is too transparent for girls and it becomes a source of attraction (I didnt know SCHOOL UNIFORM are that attractive).It becomes a distraction to men, who are drawn to it, whether or not they like
to looking at it,"

WHAT? Oh wait, theres more,

Munirah Bahari (the vice president) said that "covering up" according to Islamic percepts was important to fend off social ills, including "rape, sexual harassment and even premarital sex."
"This leads to babies born out of wedlock and to an extent, even prostitution( I didnt know school uniform is THAT dangerous. Might as well lock all the girls out in the house and dont let them out.),"

She even said this,

"Decent clothes which are not revealing can prevent and protect women from any untoward situations," (She suggested that girls wear a blouse of different colour or with an undergarment) (Lets all change our school uniform to black colour. There, you cant see anything.)

Somemore! She said,

"This is the source of the problem, where we can see that school girls themselves are capable of using this to attract men to them. This could see them getting molested, having premarital sex and all sorts of things,"

The end.

What do i think?
This is JUST so lame. I didnt know wearing school uniform is 'luring' men all this while. If wearing school uniform is THat serious, why isnt this problem being brought up long long long time ago when school uniform first being worn? Why now? And PLEASE-lar, as if men are attracted to school uniform. What is so attractive about school uniform? Why is that girls wearing school uniform being molested are the problem now? Girls that dont wear school uniform get molested and raped too. Even girls covering from head to toe are getting molested too. White blouse get transparent because you wash it frequently. Its not like we PURPOSELY want to make it transparent. Girls dont get rape because of what they wear. This is just so.. weird and it just doesnt make any sense to me. Why suddenly bring out this? If you want us to cover ourself form head to toe, you better think twice. Have you any idea how hot is it in Malaysia? Even wearing pinafore is so unbearable. Change the colour of the blouse? Like that will help prevent all that. Why dont you suggest all the cars painted white to prevent accidents happening at night. Tsk.. tsk.. Whats is wrong with them. Funny people lar.

By the way, the holidays are here =D yay!

2008-05-10T21:53:00.001+08:00

Oi. I am still alive.

2008-03-02T13:57:00.001+08:00

Sigh.

2008-01-07T16:19:00.000+08:00

Stupid scabies.
Yea, i got scabies. So? None of us wanted this to happened. So, dont blame any us if you get infected. Just go and see doctor and get the medicine and clean your entire house. And dont go around telling people about it. I dont like it. I dont like the stares and i dont like the comments. And dont touch me. No, you wont die if you get scabies. So, dont worry. You'll just get itchy bumps all over your body. I shall isolate myself and lock myself in the room so that i wont go around 'spreading' it. Want to know more about scabies? Go google it or search wikipedia, just dont ask me. Im sick of ppl asking me what is it. Okaylar, enough about scabies. Till next time.

2007-12-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

I. DONT. WANT. IT. TO. END.

Ive been reading other people's blog. Most of them are talking about new year. The meaning of new year is just so different this year. The truth is, im terrified of 2008. Im so reluctant to move on. I really dont want this year to end. I am not ready.. Yes, you may say, i just need to trust God. Gee.. It just so hard. I am trying.. Really, really, really trying.. I am really scared.. You might think im so silly to be so scared of new year. I dont care what you say, im just scared. SPM next year, you know.. To some of you that finishes spm, you sure say, aiyah, sap-sap water lar. Im sure you can do it wan. Sap sap water your head lar. Its not easy at all hor. My parents is expecting me to do well in SPM. Sigh. Oh just to think about 2008, makes me so nervous and stress. I dont want to move on.. Im not excited at all for new year.. Im trying.. it just.. so.. scary.. I used to think all those kor kors and jie jies in Form 5 are like so smart, mature and everything. Its hard to believe im in Form 5 now. I used to wish that i can grow up quickly and get out of school as soon as possible but as everyone says, schooling days are the best. Which is true. I cant deny it. When, you dont have to sit for major exams... What else can i do but to accept this as a challenge? Worrying about it is like a waste of time. I know worrying is a waste of time. Why worry, when God already planned out everything nicely for you. But.. gah.. Its so hard not to worry sometimes.

I hate it when people say, aiyah, you so smart, sure can do it wan lar. or ha-ha, i already finish it, now its your turn. Eeeee.. Makes me want to... argh. You dont want to know. Stop saying all that, you are not me, you wouldnt know how i feel. Right? What to do, just keep quiet. If i can, i want to go back to Form 1. And start all over again. Make everything wrong, right again.

2007 has been a wonderful year to be although its full of disappointments, misunderstandings, fights, unhappiness and etc. All those things eventually doesnt matter anymore. Why do you want to look back on those unhappy things? It just makes you move backwards instead of forward. So, just move on and count your blessings! Although the new year looks so scary and unpredictable. Just have a little faith. And trust Him. He will put you through even when it seems impossible. Maybe thats what i have to do, have faith, trust and believe. I should just let go of the unhappiness and move on.

I guess, in conclusions, I just need to take a step of faith.

P/s: Eh, thats not my 200th post. I read the numbers wrongly. Pai seh..

2007-12-25T20:14:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! =)
hope you guys had a wonderful christmas.
Remember the true meaning of christmas.
cheers=)
Oh, and this is my 200th post!
On christmas day!
=)
yays!

2007-12-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

S i g h . . . .

2007-12-16T20:23:00.000+08:00

Hello people =D i know, i know... You guys must be wondering why i havent blog for such a long time. heheh.. Lazy lar and i have to get inspiration to blog =P muahaha.. Let see, we will start with my experience from ESP 6! =D

ESPlosion Camp 2007
I was so so so so so so excited to go for this camp. At first, i wasnt really expecting anything from the camp, but after camp briefing, i realise that whats the whole point of going to this camp if i am not expecting anything? That will be pointless! Yes, what i expected did came true =D God touched me. And this camp is sort of like an encouragement for me. Every once in awhile, i do need a little encouragement. What i get is that, eventhough sometimes we feel that God isnt there when we need Him, He is always there. We just need to be quiet and listen to Him. Hear what He got to say. Fixed your relationship with Him. Solve every problem with Him. Even if we feel very guilty about our sin, He is very forgiving. He is willing to forgive us and accept us once again. Sometimes its us that is drifting away from Him not He left us. We just need to go back to Him. Besides that, I learned that, i cant do things all on my own. I need God. I need Him to help me. I know, its a very basic thing. I mean, obviously we need god to help us, right? It just sometimes, i get so caught up in doing things, i forgot that i still need Him. Thats why everytime, i do something it just wont work out the way i wanted it. I also learned NOT TO COMPLAIN. Hahaha.. When i hear that i had to share bathrooms, I dont really like the idea of sharing bathrooms lar. I dont mind not having air-con but sharing bathrooms.. Hm... But still, it just a small matter, I dont really mind. =D And the speaker is VERY good! And very funny! I think this year, its less jokes and more serious stuff which i think is very good. People are complaining that the speaker had a lot of grammatical mistakes, but for me, i didnt realise a thing. You can say, i suck at grammar but so? I dont care if hes bad in grammar, God wouldnt mind, right? If God doesnt mind, why should we? Hes talking about the word of God, shouldnt we pay more attention to that instead of pointing out people's grammatical mistakes? And making fun of them? I know, it can be annoying but so? It doesnt matter right? I mean, nobody died from hearing his mistakes. LOL! So, we shouldnt complain. =) And also, i havent been putting God first in my life. I wasnt discipline. I did do my quiet time but i always procrastinate. I wasnt really happy with myself for doing that. I was quite ashamed.. Now i learn how to put Him first before anything else. =D Im still learning and trying =) This is really what i gained from this camp. It may seem like nothing to you, or not, but those are my struggles. and im learning to overcome them. =D Not only that, I also get to know a few ppl well! =D Like Merry, Andrinna and few other people! =) And its fun sharing room with Joey. Hahahah! Altogether, i had a wonderful in that camp, and i was so reluctant to go home. I still feel a little sad and i miss ESP but theres always next year! =D cant wait!!

There you go, my experience in ESP. =)

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!! WHEE!!! But that means the end of the year is approaching.. Which means, SPM is coming... *GASP* I dont wanna go Form 5!!

2007-11-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

Fear.Anxiety.Confusion.Doubt.Regret.Courage.Suspense.Thrill.

Hope.Yearning.Joy.Contentment.Anticipation.

Desire.

So, what is waiting for you?

2007-11-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

First i want a cat,
Then i want a dog,
Now i want a hamster.
Christmas is coming! *winks*

2007-11-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

When the sunshine of God's love meets the showers of our sorrow,
the rainbow of promise appears.

2007-11-11T21:51:00.000+08:00

I made Caysha laugh today!
Heheh..
So happy!!! =D
She look SO adorable when she smile/laugh!
Cant wait to see her grow up!

2007-11-07T11:24:00.000+08:00

I guess this is the time where all the student fear most (for those who just finish their final yr exam).
Getting your results BACK!
Oh,yes.. For me, im very scared. Not scared. TERRIFIED. But then,
somehow i dont worry that much. Not because im very sure that i will get excellent results and
i will pass with flying colours. No...
Its because i trust Him. He assures me and ask me not to worry so much. =)
I admit, i got back few subjects. If you ask me, i will said i havent. Coz this isnt the whole thing.
If you get what i mean. And sad to say, i wasnt quite happy with my marks. I was disappointed with myself and i was just so upset. The marks.. Is not what i imagined. Its horrible actually..
First class students arent suppose to get THAT kind of results. After i get my results, studying seems pointless to me and i was going to give up. Really. I was thinking, If i already work so hard and still i didnt get the result that i wanted, whats the point of studying anymore? It tires me and make me feel so disappointed and i dont know.. Its so un-descibable. My emotions are all mixed up. Like rojak. Well, some part of it is my fault. I shouldnt have procrastinate and study so very last minute. Theres nothing i can do right? What is done cannot be undone. Just need to trust Him.

What i realised:
Is that, doing your best is all that matters most. You did your best, im sure God is proud of you. No point being so upset and unhappy, life goes on. It cant change your marks even if you cry everyday over your marks. Besides, theres one more year to work really hard. And the most important thing is SPM and trials. That will determine where you go and what you do next time. If you are not staying for Form 6 lar. And studying isnt everything, spiritual growth is way more important than that. Right? Even if you fail, pick yourself up and try again. Its not the end of the world right? Just need to put your tust in Him and be grateful with whatever marks you get. =D

What people will say:
You know, when you get horrible results, the first thing you want to do is hide yourself. Keep all your marks to yourself. And not say a word. Thats what i do. And yet, i still do it. I cant stop myself from doing it. Well, if you tell them, they will say things like: its okay, try again, theres always next time, you did your best, studying isnt everything, dont worry im sure you will score well in spm, life goes on and bla..bla..bla.. Dont you get bored of hearing the same thing over and over again? Anyway, some insensitive people will say: Oh you know, i get 87 for my ..... and im so sad. why cant i do better?, my results so badlar. i get 89 for my... , or im sure you did okay and did you know i get.... for my.... ? When you need encouragement, they keep on rubbing it in. Argh. Feel like kicking them and say Why cant you guys be grateful??? But, you cant do it.. Except keeping quiet. Its very funny actually, you need consoling but they never realise it even if they are your friends. They just go on and on and on and on about their marks and like ignoring you.

Conclusion:
Well, if you see me, please dont ask about my result? Pretty pretty please with sugar on top of it? I dont feel like talking about them =S really! Anyway, if you need to ask, ask lar.. I wont tell you the marks. =D Hhahah.. I am really okay. Im fine now. For the past few days, ive been okay, not depressed or anything. I guess, i got over it. =) I think.. Hahaha.. =)

2007-11-05T14:54:00.000+08:00

*smile*,*smile* =D
Today, i went out with my friends for lunch after school at jln station.
A few of my friends want to sow a friend of mine indian foods.
So, i just tagged along.
Well, i have to say its a very different experience. Not that i never eat indian food before,
i just never eat their candies.
So, i decided t try it.
Hahaha!! It was SO funny eating with them.
We are joking and making fun with each other and trying to see who is more indian.
I cant say anything coz im a chinese =D hahaha!! The shopkeeper like looking at us like we are a bunch of crazy people that never eat before. Lol! =DThen talk about ways to become an indian. Hahaha.. It was hilarious.. I had so much fun talking to them. And forcing my friend(shes a half indian) to eat the food.She was critisizing how weird the taste and how yucky. Hahaha.. I think the foods have a very unique taste. Its SO different from chinese food. It has more spices and it just different!
The candies are SO VERY sweet-lor. I didnt really like them but they taste okay..
Except the one that looks like doughnut with brown sugar. The whole thing look brownish and blackish. And the taste... =s I dont think you guys will like it. It taste weird. I dont like it. Hahaha... And theres this thingy that made from condensed milk that has this marker pen taste when you eat it. Hahaha! Weird, right?

Well, its fun trying all sorts of food that you never eat before. It gives you a brand new experience and you get to know your friends better! It was SO SO SO fun. Im definately going to go out with them again. =D

2007-11-04T12:23:00.000+08:00

Whats wrong with me.
Stupidity or silliness.
My handphone is working after all.
Theres nothing wrong with it.
Just that i didnt charged my phone
thats why i cant on it!
Hahaha..
Oh... Why am i so silly. =S
Thank goodness i didnt bring my phone to the shop,
if not they will laugh their butts off at my stupidity.
Hahaha!!!

2007-11-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

Dreams (as in the dream that dreamt while youre sleeping)
Sometimes my dreams just scares me because it seem so real.
As if its happening right now.
Then you woke up very blur and wondering whether it really really really happened. =s
Scary-lor..
Theres this time i dreamt about getting my upsr result.
Well, i dreamt that i get 4A1B for it and what do you know!
I really get 4A1B.
And theres another one.. Last year.
I dreamt about my pmr result.
This one is scary. Not very very monster-ish kind of scared.
I dreamt that the teacher couldnt find my name in the result slip and i couldnt get my result.
It was horibble, i tell you. It was like a few days before getting the result.
But PRAISE GOD!!! They didnt lose it, hhehe.. Somemore i get 7A's for my pmr!! =D

See? Dreams can be very true sometimes and not so very true.
So, i think that, dreams are very hard to believe.
It may come true and may not.

2007-11-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

I want to say something..

ITS ALL OVER!

yay!!! whee!! holidays!!!

2007-10-31T00:59:00.000+08:00

I just have to say it out LOUD!

JUST ONE MORE DAY AND ITS OVER!!

one more day! one more day! one more day! one more day!
yes!! JUST one more day!!! Im getting a little too excited here.
I just cant stop saying, one more day! two more papers! one more day! one more say!
Then, its buh-bye form 4.(but then.. form 5 next yr. =S) But still...

ONE MORE DAY!

Wheee!!! =D

IM INSANE!=)

2007-10-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Decisions, decisions..
Two important things but you just somehow need to make a decision.
Its a problem to you if you are indecisive!
you = me.
Sigh..
Im stucked between two decisions.
Decision 1: Go to church and not go to add math tuition
Decision 2: Go to tuition and not go to church
So, which to choose?
Both are VERY important.
And i know, i must choose God between everything else.
Anyway, we need to depend on Him..
Add math tuition, teacher is teaching small change, approximation and second derivative.
But my add math teacher in sch, which is her husband, taught me about those subtopics.
Still feel abit unsure but i think i can manage..
HOPEFULLY. Sigh.
I hate making decisions but i guess more decisions will come in life. Right?
So,
Conclusion: Go to church, after that straight away go to tuition.
I really hope this will work out..
God please help me?

2007-10-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

OH NO..
I AM SO DEAD..
Biology P3 and P2 on Monday.
And i misplaced my VERY IMPORTANT Biology notebook.
Oh no..
I am so dead.
AAHHH!!!!
How? How? How???
Anyway.. Why did i post this?
...

2007-10-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

Words are really powerful. It can affect a person emotionally. It changes the way that person thinks about himself or other people. Sometimes, we said things like, Hey you idiot, dont do that! or maybe, Are you stupid or what? and so on. We might think that, Oh, im sure he thinks that its not true. I was just joking. Its not like im serious or anyhting. But how do you know? Have you even ask him about it? Maybe he thinks that he's really stupid or something else. Maybe he have a very low self-esteem. And by calling him names are not going to make him feel better about himself. It will just make him feel worst. What if he's a person who keeps everything to himself and he doesnt have any friends? Who do you expect him to talk to? He might just snapped one day. He will do anything, he might take a gun out and start shooting everyone. Let that person be a she or he. Humans have feelings. Its not like, if you are a girl, you are very sensitive or if you are a guy, you have to be tough and cannot be sensitive. A guy can be very sensitive and a girl can have the i-dont-care-and-i-dont-know attitude. Maybe deep down inside they are really, really, really hurt by some INSENSITIVE people? I dont know. But what im trying to say is, just becareful with what you say when you talk, whether it just joking or serious talk. So, yep. Becareful with your WORDS! =)

2007-10-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

SCREAM*
ahem..
I am so jealous of the pmr students...
Those were the days...
I MISS BEING IN THE LOWER FORM!!!!!
I guess getting older isnt as fun as i thought it will be..
Three weeks of exam.
10 subjects.
Almost three papers per subject.
So many things to remember.
ITS STUPID!
Arghh....
I know.. I know.. Should have prepare for it earlier..
I tried and tried.. I just cant concentrate.
And i procrastinate. Ish..
Change.. Change.. Change!!!!!! I just cant change!
Sigh.. No point being frustrated..
I am going to do VERY badly.
Really need to trust Him more..

2007-10-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

Today is Children's Day. So sad, i just realised that i dont celebrate it anymore. Hahah! You see, when i was in convent during primary school, we used to get lots and lots of junk foods. =) And we play games the whole day and watch performance. So fun! =D
So, when i was small, i used to..

play barbie dolls! =D
watch barney everday. hehe..
play masak-masak. (i cant cook. Lol.)
watch power rangers with my brother and sisters!
pretend to be power rangers and we wplayed in my brother's room. So much noise until my mum scold us and we all went to sleep. Hehe..
play hide and seek. =) And end up playing catch.
play pretend (pretend we are selling stuff/ pretend we are teachers...) with my cousins and my younger brother
try to get attention from my mum when my brother was born. =P
play with lanterns and candles during mooncake festival! =D
be so spoilt and want everything!
catch grasshoppers in convent field and put them in plastic bags. Hehe... Of course i let them go.
bully my brother ALOT. Heh..Still do. =P
make my mum angry by not doing whatever she wants me to do like homework, spelling,..
be so terrified by my dad. He look so fierce. And doesnt like us to make too much noise. Hahaha..
avoid taking pictures because i dont like it.
hate to be alone and sleep in the dark. Its scary. =s
hate insects. Bees, spiders, whatever that crawls, flies.. Still hate them.

Hahaha.. And so many more.. =D

2007-09-29T16:56:00.000+08:00

How disappointing.
Today, only four people went for painting in Agape Shelter.
When there are like 20+ committee members in the club.
If you are in the BOD people expect you to work not giving excuses
and not doing anything.
And just join this club for the sake of getting curriculum marks.
Whats the point of you joining then?
If you are so half-heartedly, might as well not join the club.
Let other people who are even more willing to work to be in the BOD.
We do the work and you get the credits.
Fair?
NOT.
Sigh.. Even my president also dont know what else to do.
Some of the directors are much older than us thats why we never say a word.
I just hope that they will just realise.
The point of joining this club is to ake an active interest in the civic, cultural, social and moral welfare of the society.
In simple words, is to serve the community.
You might wonder, what do i get from doing all that work.
You get to help people, make new friends, get to know each other better, you feel a sense of accomplishment and it helps to build up your character.
Whats the point of joining the club for the sake of the post and the marks and not getting anything by joining Leo Club.
Well, you have to make the decisions. If you want to be inactive, go ahead. Its your lose.

2007-09-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

Sejarah, oh Sejarah,
Why are you such a bore?
I wish i can love you more.

2007-09-21T15:17:00.000+08:00

You know which book i like best in the bible?
The book of Proverbs!
It has so many advice and i learn alot from reading the book of Proverbs.
=D
Here are some of the verses that i like:
Hatred stirs up quarrels, but love covers all offenses (10:12)

Dont talk too much, for it fosters sin. Be sensible and turn off the flow! (1o:19)

A gossip goes around revealing secrets, but those who are trustworthy can keep a confidence (11:13)

Godly people find life; evil people find death. (11:19)

To learn you must love discipline; it is stupid to hate correction (12:1)

A fool is quick-tempered, but a wise person stays calm when insulted (12:16)

Work hard and become a leader; be lazy and become a slave (12:24)

Worry weighs a person down; an encouraging word cheers a person up (12:25)

If you reject criticism, you only harm yourself; but if you listen to correction, you grow in understanding (15:32)

A trouble maker plants seeds of strife; gossip seperates best of friends (16:28)

There are friends who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother (18:24)

I like all the verses! =D

2007-09-16T11:44:00.000+08:00

I forgot what my name means..
Hm..
How?
LOL!

2007-09-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

Sometimes having siblings does have
its advatanges and disadvantages.
Dont you agree?

Haih..
Feel so inferior sometimes.
I mean, he's like so clever.
And good in everything.
Talking, music, computers, studies,
bla, bla, bla..
And, i just want to beat him.
But turns out, i can never do it.
Im not good in those things that hes good in.
Sigh..
And its hard to ask his help..
Sometimes, he'll just say go figure it out yourself.
Or check in the internet.
And sometimes, im just scared to ask his help.
so, i just have to do it myself..
I cant help but wonder if sometimes does he really look down on me?
Maybe he is just joking..
But who knows.. I do take jokes seriously.
Only sometimes la..
Im not that petty.
Hm.. And wont my parents like expect me do better than him?
He already set such high target. How can i reach it?
My parents said, just do your best-lar.
But is that what they really wanted??
I want to make them happy.
Hm..
Im doing my very best.. I really am..
Maybe it just not good enough.

2007-09-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

Homework, homework!!
AAHHHH!!!! Projects!!! AAHHH!!! Drama!!!!!
ahem.
Theres one thing i just dont like about teachers...
They always take it out on students whenever they are in a bad mood.
Hey, students have feelings too, you know!
Hm..
Hard to believe next year im sitting for my SPM.
And Im going to learn how to drive.
:0 I really cannot imagine it.
Eee.. And Im getting old.
Hahahah.. Theres nothing wrong being old..
But then.. Hm.. Sometimes Im just so jealous of
the lower forms. Oh, i miss those days..
Hahah..
Well, i guess more responsibilities next year. And work.
Im thinking what to study next time..
What can i do? Whats my ambition?
I guess I'll just leave it to God.
He has plans for me.
I'll just wait.. And listen.
Right now, must concentrate on my end of the year examination.
Which, im trying so very hard. Dont PROCRASTINATE!

Isnt it hurtful when someone looks down on you?

2007-09-01T13:11:00.000+08:00

I dont think i should blog anymore.
What do you think?

Hm.........

2007-08-29T18:36:00.000+08:00

Answer these questions and tag 6 people. (Which i wont)

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
In my school library.

2. Who are you in love with?
Myself. =D

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Yum.. They are waxy. No-lar.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
What about red?

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Last Thursday.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
Nope, i dont wear socks when im at home.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2000?
Yea, but its not mine. Its my dad's.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
Let see... NEVER.

9. Have you been to the movies for the last 5 days?
Ooohh... I wish.. Nope.

10. Are you hot?
No, im cold.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Water-lar.

12. What are you wearing now?
Do i have to answer that? So lame-lar. Clothes of course.

13. Do you wash your car or you let the car wash do it?
I DONT HAVE A CAR.

14. Last food that you ate?
Fried rice. Yumm..

15. Where were you last week at this time?
Let see.. Home. Doing something..

16. Have you bought any clothing items last week?
Yes!

17. When is the last time you ran?
During PE.

18. Whats the last sporting event that you watched?
None.

19. What is your favourite animal?
Heh.. Everything except bugs. Well, they are not animals right?

20. Your dream vacation?
Hm... I dont know.. Not sure.

21. Last person's house you were in?
I cant remember. Really. What about.. my house? =D

22. Worst injury you've ever had?
Hm.. Nothing serious. But i think there was once my toe nail came off when this pole thingy fall on my toe.

23. Have you been in love?
Yes, with myself.

24. Do you miss anyone right now?
Yes... Very much.

25. Last play you saw?
None.

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
I dont lure anyone.

27. What are your plans for tonight?
Hm.. Homework.

28. Who is the last person you sent a myspace message or a comment?
Someone but i cant remember who..

29. Next trip you are going to take?
School trip? not sure tho'..

30. Every go to camp?
Yep.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Hahah!! No and never will be.

32. What do you want to know about your future?
Who will i be next time.

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Now no. Ralph Lauren is nicee..

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Nope

35. Where is your best friend?
Hahah.. Home?

36. How is your best friend?
Hm.. fine, i guess. =)

37. Do you have a tan?
Ya.. I have. But its uneven.. =s

38. What are you listening to right now?
AAHHH!! Nothing!

39. Do you collect anything?
Err... Use to collect stamps.. Now nothing. Haha.. Stamps. LOL. And stickers. LOL.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you ever know?
Hm.. Yi win.

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
I TOLD YOU, I CANT DRIVE.

42. Have you ever drank soda from a straw?
LOL. Who doesnt?

43. What does your last message says?
Hmm.. Cant remember. My hp is downstairs.

44. Do you like hot sauce?
Yes!

45. Last time you took a shower?
Three years ago. Hahah.. About 5.

46. Do you need to do laundry?
Oh, yes. Good little girls do their laundry =D

47. What is your heritage?
95% chinese. 5% Javanese.

48. Are you someone's best friend?
Yes. =)

49. Are you rich?
Ya, in my dreams.

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
In dreamland.

I tag : NO ONE.

Hehe.. There you go mun. lol..

2007-08-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

Hang in there.

2007-08-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

Let me ask you,
What do you do when you phone rang you are doing your buiness in the loo?
Pick it up?
Ignore it?
Hmm..

2007-08-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

Finally, Installation is OVER.
Phew*
Its been a very very busy week...
Well...
Hm..
First, my organising chairman for Installation say that
im very useless.
She told my president and my president told me.
I nearly slapped her. Really. I was furious..
But then, i tahan.. I know its wrong to think like that.
How will you feel if someone say youre useless and didnt do anything for the installation?
She doesnt even know why. She didnt even asked me.
Why she said that?
Coz she said i am always absent from their meetings.
Why?
I GOT TUITION!
ISH.. I cant divide myself into half. Theres no two yi wan. but theres yi win..
Im not so angry now or upset.
Oh.. Some people.

Then, teacher gave us LOTS of homework to do for this holiday.
You call this a holiday?
I dont.
I think they dont understand the meaning of HOLIDAY.
To them, Holiday = MORE HOMEWORK.
Sigh.
What to do.. Just do it lar.

Next, the carnival.
The magic show didnt go well.
I accidentally moved the cardboard.
I blame myself.
My brother is disappointed, so am i.
I thought it will went well, but i guess not.
After all the taping..
WASTED.
He wont ask me for my help anymore. Well, i guess so.
I dont know. He didnt blame me, but i blame myself.
Well, my mum say its not a big deal.
But to me, it is. As well, it is to him.
Oh well, what is done cannot be undone.
Whats the point of being so upset about it..
But still... sigh.
I will be okay..

In conclusion..
Hm..
I dont know whats my conclusion.
Theres no conclusion lar.
Thats all.

2007-08-16T18:34:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged. Dont know how many times. Anyway, there you go.

Name 20 persons you can think of, do this survey, and tag 5 people:
1) chris
2) joy
3) gideon
4) josie
5) jamie
6) cheng yee
7) joey
8) mun
9) mei qi
10) xue qi
11) jem
12) davin
13) wei ling
14) priscilla
15) wei wey
16) joel
17) john
18) paulus
19) hui ying
20) yin ying

Questions:
1. How did you meet #14(priscilla)?
Hm... I think in YF...

2. What would you do if you hadn't met #1(chris)?
I wouldnt be who i am today =) he's a great friend.

3. What would you do if #20 (yin ying) and #9 (mei qi) dated?
Hm..I dont think so coz.. um.. They are both girls and they are not lesbo.

4. Would #6 (cheng yee) and #17 (john) make a good couple?
Lol. No way.

5. Describe #3 (gideon).
Oh.. Annoying. Hahah! Nolar, he's very funny.

6. Do you think #8 (mun) is attractive?
Oh yea. She is! Every girl is.

7. Tell me something about #7 (joey).
She's my lesbo lover. Hahaha!! nolar. She's very nice.

8. Do you know anything about #12 (davin)?
Oh yes. He's a guy! =D and my 'kor kor'

9. What is #1 (chris)'s favourite food?
A lot lar. Let see... Milkshakes?

10. What will you do if #11 (jem) confesses that he/she likes you?
I will tell her its wrong to like, like a girl. And im not a lesbo. =D

11. What language does #15 (wei wey) speak?
Easy. English and chinese. =)

12. Who is #9 (mei qi) going out with?
Oh. I dont know. I dont think she's going out with anyone.

13. How old is #16 (joel)?
16!

14. When is the last time you talked to #13 (wei ling)?
Last saturday!

15. Who is #2 (joy)'s favourite singer?
Hmm.. I dont know lar. Joy, who's your favourite singer?

16. Would you date #4 (josie)?
Gasp. Im not a lesbo.

17. Would you date #7 (joey)?
wink* hahah! nope.

18. Is #15 (wei wey) single?
Yep =)

19. What is #10 (xue qi')s last name?
Teo!

20. Would you consider being in a relationship with #19 (hui ying)?
And again i shall repeat myself. I am not a LESBO.

21. What school did #16 (joel) go to?
Some school in kluang. hehe.

22. Where does #6 (cheng yee) live?
The land of lame jokes. Nolar, near church.

23. What is your favourite thing about #5 (jamie)?
Hahah! Her blur-ness. =P nolar.. Hm.. Everything!

24. What do you think about #13 (wei ling)?
Haha.. She very cute.

25. What do #4 (josie) and #18 (paulus) have in common?
Hm.. I dont know... Can you tell me? I guess both of them are really smart! =)

26. What special qualities does #5 (jamie) have?
Er.. Hm.. Shes very sweet. =D

I tag:
Dont worry, im still thinking about it. But for now, anyone whos readng this blog.

ps: Sorry, if i offended anyone arh.. =S

AHHH!!!! I AM CrAZy. So stressed. So tired. So.. dont know what. SIGH.

2007-08-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

This is going to be a VERY month for me.
ALL work, NO play at all.
Im so tired.
Leo Club Installation on the 18.
End of the year exam.
Sigh..

2007-08-05T14:06:00.000+08:00

*Gasp*
im turning 16 tomorrow.
can you believe it?
nolar, turning 16 is not sweet.
getting older means more
RESPONBILITIES.
=D
and excitements!

2007-07-31T22:59:00.000+08:00

Can i sulk?

Dont you ever have the feeling that all you want to do is just
sulk and be angry?
For no reason at all?
Yes, im feeling like that.
Must tahannn!
=/

2007-07-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

Rain, rain go away.
Come again another day.

Hm..
8 days to go to the DAY.

Why do teachers show favoritism?
Why do teachers have to take out on us students if they are in a bad mood?
Why do teachers blame us for no reason?
Why teachers never listen to us students?
Why some teachers who are so nice have to get transferred to another school?

Still.. I am grateful to them. so, i shouldnt complain.

Leo Club installation is coming.
Cant wait, cant wait.
But then..
Church opening is on the same day as the installation.
How?
Decisions. Decisions.
I am indecisive-lar.
I dont like making decisions.
Especially after cg.
Hahah.. Only some ppl will know what i mean. wink*

Need to start preparing for my finals.
No time. No time.
I just couldnt concentrate.
Must do better this time.
My one last chance.
Sigh.
I know, i sound like a kiasu person.
I hate being kiasu.
I couldnt help it.
Peer pressure, i guess. Hm..
I hate the feeling of going-to-fail.

In conclusion,
I am okay-lar.
Dont worry. =D
Just sharing what happened during this week.
I mean last week.
Oh, nevermind.
Haha..

2007-07-24T14:52:00.000+08:00

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Life is never fair.
I am going crazy.
Dont ask me why.
Alot of disappointments.
Sigh.

2007-07-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hello.
Just want to say this,
If you have any problems with me,
You can tell me about it.
I wont get angry or anything.
I will appreciate it if you come abd talk to me privately instead
complaning it to somebody else.
I dont like it when people talk behind my back.
Talk in front of my back.
Thank you.
=)
Have a nice week.

2007-07-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

My friend said,

I dont want to die, I just want to get married.

HAHAHAHA!!!

We were talking about commiting suicide.

2007-07-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

Muahaha.. I am blogging from my school internet. In the library.
Actually i cant use the computer while i am on duty..
Hehe.. Miss yi wan isnt as nice or good as you think..
Muahahha..
Well, one more day to go and i'll be free!!
Test was kinda tough.
I dont know whether i will do well or not.. I just hope for the best lar.
Even if i did badly, i cant do anything about it anymore.
Hm.. Trust God!!

Learning to trust Him even more.

2007-07-15T11:43:00.000+08:00

Learning to let go..

Sometimes isnt it hard to jut be a friend?

2007-07-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

=(
My sister went to Australia today.
I am so sad lar. That i am crying nw.
Hahah..
It may sound silly but its so sad.
I might not get to see her for 3 years.
But hey! thank God for webcam. =)
Sigh.. thinking about it makes me sad. ='(
No one to disturb, no one to talk to, no more watching csi together,
No one to help you, no one to share clothes..
Haih.. Life goes on.

2007-07-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

Siblings brings out the worst in me.
Who?
him-lar.
Who else?
Big fat liar.
Pretending nothing happened.
Its not true at all.
I am so geram! ISH!
!@^#$%^&&*
I am not swearing lar.

2007-07-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm..
Isnt it annoying when people ignored you when you are talking to them?
It seems like they are not interested.
And yes, i am like that too, sometimes.
Hahaha..
My friend asked me,
What do you blog?
Hm.. I also dont know lar.
Anything and everything i guess..
Maybe not everything.
Hahahah..
So, what do you blog about?

Test!!! On the 16/7! Sigh.. It just one month after Mid-year exam. and they
make us have another test.
Weird admin!!!!!
Ish. So unfair right? Right??? I am so tired of studying lar!
EEeeee.. They should ban exam.
If only that will happen. Hahaha..
Oh yah... Pengawas in my school are so funny.
They make us stand at the side of the tapak perhimpunan just because we didnt button up.

2007-06-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

So tired-lar.
So many meetings to attend, so much stuff to do.
So very little time.
And now they are making us to go to school every saturday!
Its so tiring! we only get a day to rest.
Haih..
='(
I am so so so very tired.
And there's this test coming.
There's just not enough time.
School, tuitions, meetings, school, tuition, meetings, school, tutition, meetings.
SIIIGGGGHHHHHHHH!

2007-06-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

Hey, you. Yes, you! You over there! I dont like you. Yes, i dont.

I have a very weird school.

2007-06-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

Sigh..
I feel so guilty. Dont you just feel so guitly sometimes?
Today at breakfast, there's this beggar without his leg.
Dragging himself , asking people for money.
But then nobody took notice of him.
They ignored him. And i just feel SO ashamed.
I mean all of us(at the table) are christian but yet nobody even care about that disabled guy.
I should have gotten up and help him.
He's trying so hard to push away a stacked of chairs.
Sigh.. I know its too late. I shouldnt have hesitate.
Sigh...... I feel bad.

2007-06-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

So much to do, SO LITTLE TIME!!

2007-06-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

Sometimes its better to keep quiet and dont ask anything about what happened.
You dont want to get on their nerves.
Seriously.

Hm.. I really dont know what to blog about. Haha..
Oh. oh.. Ive been having weird dreams lately. Very weird.. Hm.. I didnt eat cheese. ;D

2007-06-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

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yes, i am frustrated.

2007-06-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

So, how was your first day of school?
Oh, great. Just GREAT.

Hows result?
Dont even want to talk about it.

Are you upset?
Obviously.

But a great friend of mine helped me to get over it. =) So, thank you. ;-)

Have faith.

2007-06-10T16:34:00.000+08:00

Back to school. In a few hours. SIGH.

I dont want to go back to school.

This holiday is too short!!

Seriously, i didnt really enjoy my holidays.

And i will be getting my results tomorrow.

I have a feelings this wont be a very good week and not forgetting my results.

Sigh..

Homeworks. Teachers. Friends. Duties.

2007-06-01T14:13:00.001+08:00

Trip to Genting Highlands!

2007-06-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

Are you really, really, really happy?

2007-05-23T17:51:00.001+08:00

Ish..
ISH!!!
Did a lot of careless mistake in my exam.
Carelessness!!!
Is there such word?
I dont care.
I really dont want to get my marks back.
One more paper to go!!!
Just one more.

2007-05-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Do you treat your friends better than how you treat your family?

2007-05-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

ONE MORE WEEK TO GO!!!!
I can do it!
I hope...
Sigh...
The past few weeks have been the most toughest week ever.
Study until very late. Woke up very early the next day.
So tired of being tired.
Yep..
I am tired.
Very.
I hope i can do well for this exam..
Trust GOD!

2007-05-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

Chocolates?

How come there's no sister's/brother's day?

2007-05-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

Three weeks of exam.
After that,
Freedom =)
Only for a short while.
Heh..
Mother's Day tomorrow. =D

2007-05-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

Spiderman 3 was awesome.
I just watched it.
And its so cool.
You just gotta watch it.
Its a must.
Two thumbs up for Spidey!

p/s: Theater 1 is not haunted. I just went in there. And no, there's no hair in my drinks or a ghost sitting on the speaker. The speaker is too small to be sit.

p/p/s: Spiderman is so cool!!

2007-04-30T17:33:00.000+08:00

Gah... I need to stop procrastinating. Sigh. Help?

So...... its been a longgggg time since i blog. Well, properly. Lol. I think all of you must think this blog is dead. Anyway its okay. I cant force you to read my blog, right? Hahah.. so, how am i? Well, i am fine just recover from my cold. And of course things has been up and down lately. And i tell you. Form 4 is HARD. Add Maths is CRAZY. My friend got 100% for her add maths! Gosh. How? Lol. I dont know. Maybe she eat the add maths textbook and sleep on top of her book. Osmosis. ;) Hehe.. And Bio is funnnnn. Phy? Chem? no comment. Hahaha... Just very busy with hmwork. Me-lar. Feel so tired everyday. Sigh. So, when are the holidays?

Hm.. Anyway.. I AM GOING TO WATCH SPIDERMAN 3 TOMORROW!! Whee... =D I like spiderman. Why? cannot arh? =P buh-byes.

2007-04-20T15:26:00.000+08:00

2007-04-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

Trust God..
Yes.. Must trust Him..
I can.. I can..
Must trust Him!
>.<
With God's help,
evrything is possible!
Trust Him!

2007-03-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

bored.

2007-03-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

I AM GOING TO FAIL SEJARAH!! WHAT THE HECK!

Die..Die..Die..
Trying my best to like Sejarah.
And Sejarah makes me go crazy.

2007-03-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

Have you ever..

trust you friend so much but then you dont know the person is talking behind your back?

heard about gossips about your own self that is not true?

feel like you wanted to stand up for yourself but many times you dont dare to?

thought of how some friends are so 'fake' in front of you?

had your feelings so mixed up that you dont even know what are you feeling now?

feel so tired and wish you could sleep for forever?

feel so lost?

I saw it! I saw it!

2007-03-22T18:20:00.000+08:00

I saw the solar halo on sunday! The news is on The Star paper today, page 4. Hahahha... I thought its something normal. The paper says that only the penangites saw it. But what do you know? I saw it! Well, not only me. My bro and my mum saw it too. Where? At the cemetery. Hahah.. Well, for those of you wondering where i disappear after church, i went to the cemetery to clean my grandfather's grave. It was super hot. No wonder i can see the solar halo. So cool, you know! Maybe you guys think it just a rainbow around the sun. But its so special! I like rainbows. Hahahha! Well, thanks to my bro for this picture. I couldnt use my hp camera coz the quality is not that good. Forgot to bring the camera but who brings a camera to cemetery? Lol. Its so nice! The most perfect rainbow i ever seen. =D Not many ppl saw it but we did. Hahaha!

2007-03-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm... When i saw the Form 1s today. I noticed something. They look like primary school kids. Serious! They are so small and umm.. short. lol. When i was form 1, we are not like that. lol.. So, it does look kinda weird to see them so small. Hahahah.. Anyway, i am currently cramming my head with bio, phy, chem, bm, maths and evrything! Busy.. busy.. busy..

2007-03-17T13:10:00.000+08:00

Exam's coming soon. STUDY! should i go? or shouldnt i? hm... LAlalala.

2007-03-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

WHY? WHY? WHY?WHY?
Why cant i just appreciate my friend?
When will i ever learn?
GAh.
Hate myself.

2007-03-07T22:43:00.000+08:00

SIGHHHHHHHHHH.....
I AM SO TIRED!

2007-03-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

My blog is half dead! Yay! Am not going to update my blog! Coz i got no time and nothing to blog about! So i wont update that often! So, thats all!

2007-02-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

Life isnt a bed of roses.

I seek, I learn and I grow.

2007-02-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

Hellos. Yesterday i went to Kampung Sri Cahaya in Sembrong for 'kerja amal' to help the flood victims. It was fun. I learn a lot. Hahahha! Well, went there, clean the balai raya and pick up rubbish. After that we play, talk, play and talk. hahahha! So, there were a bunch of kids sitting there. I went there and say hi to them. I asked them whether they want their pictures taken. They said ok. (i will post the pics) So, after that i talked to them. Ask them where is their house and where they school. They are so cute. The three malay girls. Hahahah! They ask me whether i know bahasa F. No, no. Its not a bad word. Dont worry. Hahahah.. It like they put F after every word. Like, Sayaf sukaf makanf rotif. Lol! weird right? They talk so fast and i cant get what are they saying. Hhahaha!! Then they whisper to each other. Smiling. And then one of them, (they are so shy!) asked me, "Akak, boleh tak akak jadi akak angkat kita." It was so touching. I nearly cry. All i did was just talk to them. And they ask me to be their "akak angkat". So, i agree. Gave them my hp number. And they belanja me ice-cream, you know. So sweet of them.When its time to go back, they look so sad. One of them said, "Akak, nak ikut boleh tak?" aww.. so sweet. I just feel so sad to leave them. And they ask me not to forget them. How can i forget those three sweet little girls. I just hope that one day, i'll get to see them again.

2007-02-02T15:35:00.000+08:00

Hellos everyone. Just to let you know that, i will be posting pictures only in my new blog. Still deciding whether i want to delete my blog or not. So yep. Enjoy the pictures. the pictures are not very nice tho' hahaha! =P

2007-01-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hahah.. Guess what? My picture appeared on today's newspaper (Sin Chew Daily, Johore Edition A and Nanyang) Lol!! When my mum told me i was like, is that me? Hahah! DOesnt look like me. Well, you see.. Last Sunday i went to this Fui Chew Association to take the awards for PMR. (Thats why i went back earlier) They give awards to students who score very good in their exam. So, my dad sign my bros and me up for the thingy. And we got it! All three of us. Heheh.. First time appear in the newspaper. Although its not a very big news, i am still happy. =D I look like the tallest in the picture. Hahaha.. Thats because i stand on the stage. =P There were a lot of cameras so i didnt know which camera to look at. so my eyes are looking sideway. Lol! So funny lar! Thats all for now. Have a great week everyone =)

2007-01-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

I need more time! A lot of homework to finish! Busy, busy, busy.

2007-01-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

What i really, really, really want to do now is sleep. So darn tired. Yawn. Sukantara? Its kinda boring except the no-need-to-study-before-recess part. I couldnt pass the acara lontar peluru coz the ball is so heavy! i nearly break my arm. okaylar maybe not. I am exaggerating. hahha! I can never ever pass acara lontar peluru. Never. Yawn. Hmm.. made a new blog
. Why? haha.. for no reason. =) click here.

2007-01-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

What a day. Got scolded from the teacher for the whole day. Ish. This is what happened:-

So, there's assembly every wednesday for unit beruniform. After the assembly, some of the students have perjumpaan. I dont know whats it call in English. Went back to class, wait for teacher. Some of the students went for the perjumpaan. Teacher came in. Look so angry. Said that," its so unlucky for me to teach you all after the assembly coz i know that you will be late. And i dont like it. It disturb my mood to teach all of you. Next time if you are late for my class, stand outside. Anyway, you shouldnt have perjumpaan after the assembly coz its not allowed." What? Its the teacher who wants to have the perjumpaan not us. We students are innocent! We get scolded for nothing! And she goes on and on. Nag, nag, nag. After we finish that period, she went out and told another teacher of mine about it.

The other teacher came in and said, "I see that she scolded you huh? You shouldnt be late for class. Its wrong." We know! And dont know why she suddenly got so angry just because we didnt underline our instruction and didnt write the index. Its only small stuff and she scold us like we didnt complete the work or anything. Well, some of us didnt finish. Why? Not enough time. Then books when flying across the classroom. Its so unreasonable. SO fine, its our fault we didnt finish our work. Cant the teacher gave us a second chance? Is it that hard? I know teachers are very busy so are we students. They didnt even to listen to our reason. Its not fair!

Okay, so after rehat went back to class. After moral, was add maths. So the teacher forgot what time the class finish. The teacher used up half an hour of chem class. Didnt realise that. We told him. Quickly go to lab coz we are so late. End up waiting outside for the class until chem class finish. The crazy teacher shouted at us coz we are late. Its not our fault. We didnt know what time it ended. Sigh! And somemore she's our class teacher. She is very well known for her temper. YOu cannnot play with her or she'll bite your head off! So fine, the class monitor apologise to her but she scold him back. She LIKES TO MERAJUK! ISh.. not even our fault. UNREASONABLE !

After the sch, we suppose to follow my class teacher to buy some tikar getah for the meja for the class. Another three of my friend was suppose to follow but they all very scared and they ask me to ask teacher. And i have to go with her alone coz they got some stuff to do.And i am the treasurer. LIAR! I feel so used. And guess what i got scolded from her. She said, " Cikgu sibuk hari ini. Tak yah beli lagi. Tak yah buat apa-apa untuk kelas." She walked off. I told her so nicely and she scold me. I didnt even do anything except for being late for class. Fine, then no need to decorate the class. I dont care anyway.

Conclusion:-
Its so hard to please the teachers!

2007-01-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

Oh, merentas desa is on Friday not thursday. Heh.. sorry. I like my class. I dont think i want to change class. 4ST1 is not that terrible. Its fun!

2007-01-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

Questions that are running through my mind right now:

Can i believe my friends?
Can i believe whatever they say?
Can they be trusted?
Can i rely on them?
Are they really my friends?
Why some ppl doesnt realise that they are hurting other feelings?
Why are some ppl so unreasonable?
Why are some ppl pretend to be friends when they hate each other so much?
Why are some ppl so selfish?

And the list goes on.

Merentas desa this thursday! Hope it doesnt rain. =X

2007-01-11T19:12:00.000+08:00

Form 4 is reallly tough. No kidding. Its so so different from Form 3. Homework today, pass up the next day. And if you didnt pass up, then marks will be deducted from your exam. But thats only for add maths. Right now, my hand is aching from doing homework. Ouch. Sigh! Its going to be a very busy year for me. Busy, busy, busy... HOw i wish i was in Form 1 again.. No homework, no strict teachers.. Hahah. Its so fun. Oh and Form 4 is so NOT honeymoon year. How can you call it a honeymoon year when you got so much homework. Lol. So, Form 4 is not a honeymoon year. Alright, got to go for dinner now. =)

2007-01-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

Well, i wont be posting that often because there's something wrong with the internet. =) Hope you guys dont mind. Anyway, i got into the first class... i am happy and unhappy about it. I am happy that i got into first class. Praise God! I am unhappy because its so stressful! =S But they are going to stream again in March! Yay! Hm.

2007-01-03T15:46:00.000+08:00

I dont like my hair. Why? Blame my hairdresser. Its all her fault. I look weird right now. Dont laugh when you see me. Gahh.... Its short and messy.

First day of school was so fun! Rite...... No, its not fun at all. But its good to meet all my friends after not seeing them for like one and a half months. All my friends are taking account except me. I dont want to take account coz i am not really good with numbers. Now i feel like taking accounts. Peer pressure!! But its too late, i already pass up my form. I feel old to be in Form 4. Hahah! Everything is like so hard. New subjects. New teachers. I dont know whether i can handle my studies. Its so scaryy. I guess i just have to surrender everything to God. Trust God, yi wan!! haha

By the way, orientation is sooo boring.

2007-01-02T01:12:00.000+08:00

1 and a half month is not enough. This holiday end so fast. Sigh... Schools gonna start soon. Gotta start waking up early in the morning. Hahah! Well, 2006 is gone. Isnt that fast? I am Form 4 now. Wow. I still cannot believe it. 2006 has been a bittersweet year. I learnt, i failed. Full of ups and downs. But i really enjoyed it. I really want to thank God for every single thing. He really taught me alot about trusting Him and letting me know that He's always there for me. I've been having a hard time trusting Him. It just so hard. But i just surrender everything to Him. And not forgetting all of my friends. Every single one of you have been a blessing to me. Thanks so much for all the encouragement and advices and prayers. Thanks. =) Hm.. I guess 2007 is going to be another exciting year for me. Hahah! I am really looking forward to it.

Happy New Year To All of You! Hope you guys will have a great and wonderful year! God bless! =)

2006-12-28T23:51:00.000+08:00

Praise God! I get 7As for PMR! Hahahahah!!! I am so happy!!! Thank you all for your encouragement and prayer. Thanks so much... =) Praise God!! Praise God!! My hands are shaking when the teacher give my the result slip. I never expect that i will get 7As. Somebody slap me. I thought i was dreaming when the teacher said i get 7As. I am so happy. I nearly cry. After all those hard work and sleepless nights. I did it. I get 7As. I am so so so happy. =D Praise God that over 120 ppl in my sch get straight As! AHHHH!! I am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =')

2006-12-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! =)

2006-12-22T10:57:00.000+08:00

28! 28! 28! Its next week!! Its next week!! Its next week!! Cant wait!! Cant wait!! Cant wait!!

2006-12-12T15:07:00.000+08:00

2006-12-08T00:56:00.000+08:00

Make your own masterpiece! Here's something to amuse yourself if you are bored. Just click here

PS: Just click to change the colours. =)

2006-12-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

Well, i am back from KL. I had fun. I enjoyed myself so much. Yes, i went shopping. But i didnt get what i wanted. Was angry for a little while. Hahah.. Went to the museum and the planetarium. The museum is boring. We went there because of my younger brother. He never been to a museum. The planetarium was so cool! There was this room, so weird. When you went inside the room, you will become not balance coz of the gravity. So funny, we are like keep on falling down. Hahaha!

Went to Pets Wonderland. The siberian husky is so cute. His ear is so thick and furry. He's quite big but he's not fierce at all. So cool! I like dogs. Hahah.. Thats all about my trip. Went shopping a lot. This post it quite boring. Coz i dont know what to write. Well, you can choose not to read it. But you already did. Haha.

2006-12-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

sighh...
i feel like sighing.
hahahahah!
next week you guys will be going to ESP.
=(
and i am not.
sighhhh....
oh well,
i hope you guys will have lots of fun there! heheh
and tell me about the camp when you came back.
=P
okaylar, got to go now.
byes! =)

2006-11-29T14:52:00.000+08:00

Creative Art Workshop
- Thursday
- @ youth centre
- 9.30 am
- rm 5 for balloon & lunch
- bring along bicycle pump or a balloon pump if you have one.
- REMEMBER TO COME!! =)

p/s: if you are going for carolling this year, you need to come for this workshop. Coz we are going to use all this to go out and spread the good news of christmas to the poor community, hospital and public library. =) hope to see you all!

2006-11-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

nice? haha..

2006-11-27T14:18:00.000+08:00

Its not fun when you are sick for like 3 to 4 days and got scolded by you dad because you came home so late and went out so early. Have you ever feel like your parents doesnt understand you at all? You try so hard to explain why but then they just dont get it. And you get scolded.

Its hard to live in a non-christian family. I am not saying that its easy to live in a christian family. There are always tough times. When i accepted christ, i never think about hat will happened or what will my parents says. I was so scared to tell my dad i accepted christ. And when i start going to church, i think he knows that i am a christian just like my brother. My mum is ok about it.

So, i have no problem at all. Going to church and yf. Well, sometimes my mum will scold me coz i went out to much during the weekends. Its so hard to explain to them why i go yf. Or why i go camps. You see, i am not a very gd chinese speaker. I am a banana. lol. So, its so hard to explain.

Sometimes my parents scold us (my bro and i) for going to yf or games. Coz they think its a waste of time and useless. I was angry at them. I wanted to tell them that its not true but i never did. All i do was just keep quiet. I scared i might make the matter worst. They might ban me from going to yf or church. I feel guilty whenever my mum scold my bro. My mum says that he involved too much and he doesnt have time to study and bla..bla..bla..
I think thats why he doesnt go to yf anymore. I dont know why, he never tell me. It isnt fair at all when he get scolded for no reason.

Sigh... No, i dont hate my parents. I love them. Very much.

2006-11-23T13:47:00.000+08:00

Green!

2006-11-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

Hellos! I am back from Malacca. Sorry took so long to post about this camp. Was so tired from all the excitement! hahaha! Well, went for a camp called Camp U.N.O 2. It was so fun. I enjoyed myself so much. YOu see, i wasnt planned to go to this camp until Jit told me about it. Since i am not going for Soul Action and ESP, why not go for this camp. I thought it will be fun. Well, its fun!

We stayed in a very nice place in Lendu called the EL Sanctuary. The ppl there are so friendly.And i have really cool roomates. Hahahah! I really miss them. Xue Qi and me stayed together. Oh and there are alot of dogs at there. The puppies are SO cute!! I wish i can take them back home. hahahah! The sesson was really good. I learn about patience, confidence and leadership.

And of course we played games. On the second day we played Treasure Hunt. I was one of the station master. Ryan and Chris also. I was jaga-ing the bean station. Its so fun to messed up their beans. They have to seperate red and green beans using straws. NO hands. They get all frustrated. Lol. Soo funny. Then it rained really hard and we are all soaking wet.

Tribal Night was fun fun fun. They play all sorts of game. You know the game we played in Church Family Camp. hahah.. And then there was Campfire. And also Midnight Jungle Trail. I didnt went for the Jungle trail coz was so tired. Spend the whole night talking to Xue Qi and Chris and Davin until 3 am. =P

I was sad to leave the camp. I enjoyed myself so much. I met a lot of new friends. Although i just met them.. Sigh. We just get to know each other better then we have to leave. =( I miss them so much. Its really a wonderful experience for me. I want to go for this camp next year. I hope. =P